this is about my feeling about school, pretty much

i'm sitting in a cafe with nothing better to do than listen to records and read books and it's a beautiful thing and all. it's very calm in this place. i'd like most of all to live in a house or apartment and just work (not too much tho) without having the distraction of school, because i learn more without it i'm sorry to say, and learn to write proper like, and read lots of books and learn about G-d and get to know him better. i've found bible college to not bad but not real good either. it's not the school fault, it's just how i've reacted to it, i'm a foolish want to be rebel or some fool-hearted foolishness like that. it's hard for me to be here tho. the idea of just learning these things without the 20 grand a year would be nice, without the bible college environment (it feels fake sometimes). i'd like to live with my mom, i dont' like that she's in that big house all alone, tho she has good friends and all, i still don't like it much, her being alone. i've never liked school, and it's just getting harder and it's being coming clearer that school in itself is quite foolish in many respects. did you ever see the movie "goodwill hunting" where the main fellow says to some smart-alick who went to a very prestigious and expensive university that he could have gotten the same education for like 1.50 in late fees at the public library. it's like that.