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today i bought an awesome pair of speakers and a sub. i paid for it with birthday money i got. they sound so good. it's been such a long time since i've been able to listen to music thru a good system without wearing headphones (i don't like headphones much). i listened to some modest mouse, ugly casanova, clash and REM. i bought a REM today as well. my dad used to be way into rem, he talks about how he liked them before they were popular. my dads funny.
i've been reading a lot lately. i'm on my 5th book in less than 4 weeks, maybe 3. it's cool to be reading, i like it a lot and it makes me feel so damn smart to be reading so much, however, i wonder if this is good for me. all this massive intake of things that aren't focused. that i mean by that is it's not focused on truth. i like what i've read because it is real, and true in that way, but it's not G-dly i guess. i don't think it's causing me to sin or anything, but it's not causing me to do anything spectacular. i have this strong feeling inside of me that is it NOT okay to just engage in "christian" media or entertainment. i am strongly against censorship, but sometimes i wonder if this is good for me. some of it is, i'm learning alot i think. but these books all talk about drinking and who fucked who, but there is also a lot of beauty in the words of those pages.

i am not digging school right now.