i drink a lot of coffee these days.

i said good-bye to javier on friday. i said good-bye to bryn today. i'm tired of coming back to salem every frig'n week. i like this town, but having to live here and there is just a pain. i'm tired of shows. three shows in three night is too many shows for too few nights. jav and andrews show was my favorite.

i talked with john stumbo on friday. he is once of the most encouraging people. we talked about the church. me being negitive about things will do nothing good, and it wound help anyone let alone G-d.

i'm tired right now. it is late. i haven't seen my mom yet this weekend, and i don't think i'll see my dad, and that sucks. i don't plan on coming back for a while. i need to get a job. dan and i need to find a house. i need to find a local church and get involved, and so does andrew!

i feel pretty good about things. i'm blessed. i'm getting things out of my life that need to not be in my life, and replacing it with things that matter. that's fun.

however, it is harder for me to listen to cursive and bright eyes, two of my favorite bands, simply because it is hard for me to relate to those words any more.

my paragraphs are way too short to be considered true paragraphs.