Friday, December 15, 2006

there's no rest for the lazy.

i have one hard final this week. its in 7 hours. i haven't studied for it. i'm lazy. there's a line in a song that goes "there's no rest for the lazy". being lazy never fufills. but i can't work. i feel like whenever i need to get things done, i always get sad and thus, get nothing done. its hard for me to work when i get sad. gosh, i'm such an emo-fag. oh well. anyhow, i think i've listened well in class, so, perhaps, i can still do well without having to work hard. i want things to be easy. like doing well in school, doing well at work, getting good at the things i'd like to be good at, not sinning, pursuing G-d, finding a girl, i just want things to be easy. i don't think this is good for me. if i only do what is easy, i'll have nothing worth having. i wish i could sleep. i won't tonight. i'll just stay up. i hope i do something good. like at least read the bible for a while, or pray, or some studying.

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