im home from school for winter break. i think i lived thru all my finals. it's nice being home. it's kinda weird too. lots of stuff has changed since i moved to multnomah. it doesn't seem like everyone is doing too well. that is hard for me. i want the people i love to be in a good way 'n all. my brother stopped smoking. thats pretty cool a guess. he gets home on tuesday and i'm glad.

so i want to stop cussing, it is no good at all, but it's really hard. mostly when i'm just mess'n around with my friends it just "comes out", like i don't even think about it. that is no good a'tall! oh well, there is worst things i could be doing that i'm not doing. haha. as if that makes doing something i know i shouldn't be doing okay. there will always be someone who is "worse" than you, so don't be comparing yourself to others. james told me this and its a good think. we're suppose to be like christ, not johnny or billy. yup.

i'm pretty bored right now. it's the first time i've been bored since i've been home. it is nice. i do wish andrew would call so we could go do something. i feel kinda like a loser waiting around for a phone call, but i'm too lazy to call someone else. besides, i should do some "me" reading, or make a hat or sell all my stuff and give to the poor, something cool like that. it'd be better than doing nothing on the internet. however, facebook/myspace/email did provide about 4 mintues of interest. not now tho. at this point in the blog, i'm just typing to type. i should have ended this a long time ago, or better yet, never at all.

i do wanna write about how being simple is what we are called to, but it isn't want we (or at least i) want. if i could tame all my desires...

so, next time, i'll write a better blog that isn't about nothing.

i might ever proofread and spell check that mo fo!