turns out we aren't who we said we are pt. 2.

i was not entirely serious when i wrote my last blog. but i also think there are some important questions there. jesus said the path is narrow and few find it and all, so did you think this would be easy?

also: i don't think we can calm to love christ if we aren't sincerely trying to obey what he tells us we ought obey. being rebellious is not love. cheating on someone (including G-d/christ) is not love. if you have a brother who has no coat and you have two and you fail to give him one, you fail to show him the love you've been shown and you deny G-d. simply. oh shit! i fail all the time. grace. i also am losing my rebellious nature and it is being replaced with humility - slowly, but surely. i try. or at lease, i try to try. however, i can no longer live claiming the name of Jesus, and just be as sinful and as selfish as i please. i'm done with that.